Friday, January 17, 2014

THE PSYNAPTIC THEORY

0. The number zero is deceptively complicated. It is defined as nothingness. And in the universe that we live in , there is nothing to demonstrate nothingness. There is no nothing.which brings us to the big question can Everything be Nothing? Or can Everything be nothing? Is the world that we live in and the life that we live which means everything to us be nothing? I recollect as a child when I asked my Grandfather who made the Universe n I remember he answered God. When I asked him who made God he said No one. It always intrigued me how NO ONE COULD HAVE MADE EVERYONE. The answer to this puzzle would be in the question itself . DID NOTHING MAKE EVERYTHING? ANS : NOTHING MADE EVERYTHING
0.Being a doctor I would say we are here because of millions of years of evolution right since the beginning of life itself.
             Where some conditions caused some reactions which led to some compounds which started interacting with each other and the environment.And began to replicate itself.
One thing led to another and the first life was created on earth.That cell began to improve and there was a mutation.  This mutated cell began to interact with its surroundings and the mutated cell further went on to become a plant or animal
             Animals evolved   over millions of years of trial and error and after all the probabilities that led to the creation of the human race.And here we are today. Possibly still evolving in the quest for super intelligence in the middle  of this all.
We may become Another species which is superior to the current one.With a better and more efficient brain.             
               This brings us back to the question.WHY HOW WHAT WHEN WHERE. Is it just the creation of Life which is to be taken as a point of reference?     Or should the creation of Life have another precluding event?  
The Big Bang?        Precisely a YES.
But how far can we go  to trace our origins and how far can we go in the future to find out .Lets see how far back we can go.
                Did the big bang really occur?
How are we to know about it? Scientists assume the big bang theory by observing the expansion of the universe and the continuum of the expansion.It led to the creation of all that we know exists in the world.
Could you imagine that simply lying on the bed and doing nothing you could simply ponder over WHERE you are
And   WHAT You are.
               You are lying on the bedsheet which is above the mattress   
Which is lying on the bed
which is lying on the floor       
Which is  the floor of a room
Which is the room of a floor
Which is the floor of a building
Which is the building in a locality
Which is the locality in a city /village
Which is located in a district
Which is located in a state
Which is located in a country
Which is located in a continent
Which is on planet earth
Which belongs to the solar system  
Which belongs to the Milky way Galaxy
Which is part of a Galactic cluster        
Which is part of a super cluster
Which is part of the universe
Which is part of the multiverses
Is that it?                               
Phew.It was so simple to just lie on bed!
It can thus be assumed that the Big bang did really occur.         
Lets look at things the other way round now.
You are lying on the bed
You are human
You are an animal
You are a living being.Along with other non living objects
Composed of compounds
Composed of elements  molecule         
Composed of  an atom
Composed of quarks
Composed of matter and antimatter
Composed of a variety of particles which come to existence and vanish being interchanged among each other.
Being oscillating strings which oscillate from antimatter to matter
The higgs boson.

If we observe the two things closely we could see some fascinating similarities.A recognisable pattern.
A fractal.
But a fractal is 2 dimensional
Imagine a 3 dimensional fractal in which the centre meets its periphery.
What we get is that the beginning itself leads to the end.So on and so forth. 
So at the boson level it could be labelled a mini big bang occuring with every particle.
           In the larger sense this would mean that there are big bangs occuring at both ends of the spectrum.
And if we could correlate with our fractal the small big bangs and the large big bang would mean the same thing but happening at a different scale.
It is possible that our universe itself is the higgs boson that we are looking for. Just that currently it is in the state of expansion
After a point in time it will result in a Big crunch and the universe would become the antimatter likened to       be coming into existence and non existence.
Probability is the main player here.
So the current state of the universe may be described as the culmination of the infinite probability of events that led to its creation. Which would eventually lead to its own destruction and then recreation.
Possibly this cycle of creation destruction recreation is a part of the larger multiverse which may be in existence.
All the properties of the universe are
A result of the probabilities that led to its creation.     Encompassing energies
Like light matter and space time
And keeping in mind the fractal we could assume that if the universe has been created it will even be destroyed.and the destruction would lead to its recreation. It would oscillate between existence and non existence.
It is even possible that every creation would be leading to different energies each time. Energies unknown to us and beyond our comprehension or thinking abilities.Beyond our computational power of probabilities
And it can even be assumed that if the universe while being created led to these entities like energy matter and space time there would even be entities equal and opposite to these and if that were to happen then time would start to go in the reverse direction. Again culminating in the non existence of it all.
The measures of time scale of the universe are beyond our comprehension  but we could still give it a shot. 1 second in time is irrelevant to us but that one second must be the whole lifespan of a matter.  For a fly a time of 1 year may be infinity.For a tortoise even one century would mean that it was in adulthood. Similarly the magnitude of time taken by the   universe to collapse and go into non existence would be infinite for us to think and comprehend but it may be possible that time itself is looped like our 3D fractal  . From the smallest of units to the largest of it.connected to one another.
A seamless transition from infinity to singularity.
There may possibly be   a negative finity as well linked at nothingness.
It also corelates to the number Zero.
The shape of which is a matter of great amuse being round suggesting a loop.again pointing towards my 3D looped   fractal.
One can even corelate this with the brain which is a network of neurons interconnected to each other
Through the synapses.
It may be possible that the events have taken place through probability to result in the creation of the human mind is a culmination of the big bang so that we understand the big bang itself.  So that we can  know how it all happened. Another loop.
Hence I conclude by giving a model of the 3D looped Fractal which may be the answer to all our questions. With the understanding of all this it may one day be possible  to travel faster than light or travel backwards in time.        There may be big bangs occuring at the smallest possible level and even the current big bang may be a part of a similar event of a much larger scale.
In The process of knowing this and proving it right we might just discover many new things or newer modalities which help us  improve our daily life .Life which again a cycle.Of life and death.

After death the human body disintegrates into the atmosphere. The same carbon molecule goes back to the soil where it may be absorbed by a plant which may be eaten by a human being and form his skin and flesh.
Another 3D FRACTAL. WHY ? because we can.WHEN ? Since infinity till infinity.WHAT?    Everything and Nothing.WHERE? Right here right now and nowhere.HOW ?     By asking and finding the reason WHY?         Ultimately summing up to 0.

                                  Dr.Neelesh Kamath

Monday, December 30, 2013

A twisted poem from a twisted mind, and some twisted ideas which resulted from a sleepless night and straight 48hrs on the Go..i think i must rename my Twisthesis!

Na hadse zyyada khushi
Na had se zyada gham
Duniya ko chale jeetne hum
Na goli barood na koi bumm
Humare G main hai itna dum
Jab tak hai jaan
chalega yehi sitam
Kabhi thanda kabhi garam
Dekho sapne par kabhi ho nA bhramm
Ruke rakaye na thame hum
Bheegi aankhen hui namm
Man me lagan
Dimaag main aggan
Hosla pakka na zyaada na kam
ROK sake na koi ravan ho ya Yam
Saath mili hai mujhe ek sundar humdum
Haath main uske hath ho apna kya khushi kya ghamm.

Monday, December 23, 2013

On the edge...

On the edge. That thin line. That fine line. At one moment you could feel like being on top of the world, next moment you could be on your way to the bottom, you feel humbled by the enormity and the megalomania of nature,n realise that we live in our own human cocoons. Cocoons of the society. If you get out of it you could feel the beauty of what lies beneath. N that sums up the purpose of human existence. Explore, invent, think, feel it, sense it, adapt to it all, let go, relax and enjoy. Being afraid is a protective mechanism, it shouldn't stop you from what you are here for

Sunday, December 22, 2013

Articles On Konkani / Konkani Dictionary / (Amchigele): GAUDD SÀRASWAT BRÀHMINS IN GOA - DR. S M Tadkodkar

Articles On Konkani / Konkani Dictionary / (Amchigele): GAUDD SÀRASWAT BRÀHMINS IN GOA - DR. S M Tadkodkar
An awesome article. It helps you to understand your roots and what the community is all about. It also explains many other things which as you read on, will realise.
This is a must read if thou art a GSB.

Sunday, December 15, 2013

ECHO-an interesting case of VHD with LA CLOT

30/F presented with SOB GR IV NYHA
PALPITATIONS

CVS : apex L 5ics inside MCL tapping character DIASTOLIC THRILL at MA
MA : LOUD S1
GR IV MDM at MA low pitched best heard with BELL with
TA : gr III murmur HIGH pitched best heard with diaphragm at end inspiration.
AA : MUFFLED S2 ESM GR4 WITH THRILL best heard at end expiration in sitting position slightly leaning forwards radiating to carotids
EDM at NAA GR III
ECHO :
CALCIFICATIONS IN MV AND AV
SEV CRITICAL MS (MVA 0.59 cm2 BY PHT
0.8 cm2 by MV planimetry
SEV AS WIT AR
AvVmax >4m/s
SEV TR WITH SEV PAH the TR JET is biphasic with one central and one eccentric towards IAS
PASP >100MMHG
Large LA Clot

ECHO INDORE 2013@ SAIMS INDORE

The stage was all set. It was an awesome conference right since the moment it began. Dr.Navin Nanda, distinguished professor and regarded as the 'Father of Echocardiography' delivered some excellent lectures on the basics of echo cardiography.The lectures were well organized by Dr.Siddhant Jain sir and Dr.Tilkar sir. There were many interesting live case demonstrations by some of the stalwarts of Echo cardiography like Dr.Navin Nanda sir himself and other eminent cardiologists like Dr.Rakesh Gupta and Dr.Vidyut Jain. The live workshops were simply too good and it was great to see all the greats at one place trying to instill in our minds how important an imaging modality could be, how it could aid in not only the diagnosis but even management of the patients. The conference was successful because of not just the lectures but even the 2way interactive sessions. It felt good to interact and have your doubts cleared from the best people in the business. The conference was light hearted at many intervals and that really set the mood for the interest. there were even interesting cases by our own Dr.Vijay Garg sir and in the end there was a very important lecture by Dr.Nitin Modi sir on ECHO IN ICU There were quizzes with awards.I happened to win the second one and was the only PG student to have done so. There was also a last question which would give the answering person the title of 'Master of the Quiz' and I won that too. Time just flew and there was still a big crowd even after 12 hrs of grilling. The ambience at Laser was very pleasant and even the food was too good (that's what some people had come for). The conference was followed by a happening party at the Fortune Landmarks Earthen oven garden with some great food, the much needed drinks (especially after such an intense day) and some good performances by singers and a good Saxophone artist (who were PG students themselves!) The party finally ended with a DJ and dance where everyone just loosened up and let off all their steam.I must congratulate Dr.Siddhant Jain &Dr.Tilkar for organizing a very superb conference. Looking forward to the coming week for the ECHO course which would be accredited. To sum it up in 3 words, IT WAS AWESOME!

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

DEXTROCARDIA ? Or wrong ECG?

An interesting case of dextrocardia.
How to distinguish it from a wrong lead placement or CAD
Check the negativity of aVR, positivity of p wave and progression of R wave in chest leads.I think the person while taking an inverse ECG inverted the avR too.